Kiʻi au i ka hoaaloha aʻu i nalowale ai

Ke kamaʻilio hou nei māua, a ʻehā kekona wale nō a pau ka hopohopo. ʻEhā kekona. E hoʻomanaʻo ana au i kēlā helu i ka manawa aʻe e ʻae ai au i kekahi mea e mālie, no ka mea ʻo nā kekona ʻehā ka mea aʻu i makaʻu nui ai a ua pale au ia mea no ʻelua makahiki. ʻElua makahiki i kūʻē i ʻehā kekona, ʻaʻole ia he kūʻai a kekahi kanaka e hana ai me ka manaʻo pono. Ua hana au ia kūʻai ma ka nānā ʻole, a pēlā mau e hana ʻia ai kēia mau kūʻai. ʻAʻole loa ia he moku. He lana wale ia, a ʻoi aku ka maʻalahi o ka hoʻohuli ʻana i ka lana wale ma mua o ka manaʻo o nā kānaka ʻoiai lākou i loko ona.

Aia kekahi leo aʻu i lohe ʻole ai no ka manawa lōʻihi e kapa ana i koʻu inoa ma ke ʻano maʻamau. ʻAʻohe mea e pono ai ka wehewehe. Aia mua māua ma ke kumuhana ʻekolu, ʻaʻole hoʻi kekahi o lākou ʻo ka hakahaka. Ke ʻaoa nei ka ʻīlio a kekahi ma hope ma ko lākou ʻaoʻao a ke kala mai nei lākou no ia mea, a ʻo ia ka mea maʻamau loa i hiki mai iaʻu i ka pule holoʻokoʻa.

ʻAʻohe mea i hana ʻia ma waena o māua. ʻOi aku ka ʻino o kēlā ma kekahi ʻano, no ka mea ʻaʻohe moʻolelo e kuhikuhi aku ai a ʻaʻohe ʻeha e hoʻōla ai. Ua ʻae au i kekahi mea maikaʻi e mālie ma ka nānā ʻole wale nō, a laila lilo ka mālie ponoʻī i mea hilahila, a lilo ka hilahila i kumu no ka mālie hou aku. ʻAʻohe kanaka e mālama ana i ka helu ʻana ma luna o kēia e like me kaʻu i manaʻo ai. Ua hāʻawi au iā lākou i kekahi papa helu ʻaʻole loa lākou i mālama, a laila mālama au i kaʻu haku wale ponoʻī he kumu no ke kelepona ʻole ʻana. He pōʻai paʻa ia me ka puka ʻole i kūkulu ʻia i loko, a e holo mau ana ia a keʻakeʻa kekahi kanaka mai waho mai.

ʻAneʻane maopopo loa e kali ana kēlā kanaka i ia mau ʻōlelo ʻelua like. ʻO ia ka hapa e maopopo koke ai a ʻaʻole loa pēlā, no ka mea hiki wale iaʻu ke ʻike i koʻu ʻaoʻao o ka mālie, a me he hewa lā koʻu ʻaoʻao ʻoiai me he nānā ʻole lā ko lākou. ʻAʻole ia he nānā ʻole. ʻO ia ka pōʻai like e holo ana i loko o kekahi hale ʻē aʻe, me ka manaʻo like i loko. Pono kekahi kanaka ke hele mua, ʻaʻohe hoʻi kumu kūʻai o ka hele mua ʻana koe wale nō ka lilo pōkole ʻana i mea i ʻike ʻia he ʻoi aku kona aloha. ʻAʻole loa ia he kumu kūʻai maoli. Me he kumu kūʻai wale nō lā ia mai kēia ʻaoʻao o ka leka.

No laila, hoʻouna au i ʻelua ʻōlelo. Ke noʻonoʻo nei au iā ia. Makemake au e launa hou. ʻAʻohe kumu hoʻāpono a ʻaʻohe kala no ka hakahaka, no ka mea ke kala aku au, lilo ka hakahaka i kumuhana o ke kamaʻilio, ʻaʻole hoʻi ka hakahaka ke kumuhana. ʻO ka pilina aloha ke kumuhana. ʻAʻole au e wehewehe ana i kahi aʻu i noho ai no ʻelua makahiki. ʻAʻohe kanaka i makemake i kēlā wehewehe ʻana.

Ua launa hou. ʻAʻole loa i mamao e like me ka mea i hōʻike ʻia e ka mālie, ʻaʻole loa pēlā.