I dey go back to water

I dey near water and my breathing don already change without anybody ask am. E dey do so every time, and every time e dey surprise me, wey be im own small evidence say I no dey trust di tin wey dey work. So I go stop to dey call am coincidence. Na handle wey person fit pull. E dey pull for day wey I believe am and for day wey I no believe am.

Dat sound wey water wey dey waka dey make, wey no dey ever repeat imsef well. Light on top di surface wey refuse to stay one place for even one second. One bench, and me on top am, and no work attach to me or to am. My phone don stay for my pocket ten minutes, wey long pass how e dey normally manage.

I sabi say dis tin dey help and I still allow months pass. Sometin wey urgent pass dey always available, and not even one of dose urgent tin ever really urgent pass dis one, and I for tok am for dat same time but I no still act on top am. Na dis be di strangest kain problem wey I get. No be say information no dey my hand. E come be say to sabi wetin dey work no get almost any relationship wit to do am, and I dey continue to wait make di sabi imsef produce di behavior, wey be tin wey sabi neva do for anybody.

Ten minutes for river side dey do sometin wey one hour of dey try relax inside house no dey do. I no need make person explain di mechanism before di effect go continue to land, and to dey wait for explanation na just respectable way of not going at all. So di question wey remain no be understanding. Na scheduling. I bin dey treat calendar problem like say na wisdom problem, and wisdom no ever be di piece wey miss.

So dis week I go find water. River, beach side, fountain wey dey stand for open ground for town, any one wey near di place wey I already dey. Ten minutes on top sometin wey I fit sidon on top am, wit no photo and no big outing build around am wey go need plan and oda pipo and date wey everybody gree on top. Place to sidon and quarter of one hour. E go enter calendar like any oda tin wey I really plan to do.

I steady pass how I bin dey one hour ago, and na bench price I take pay. E no dey ever take plenty, and from di beginning e no ever take plenty.