You go do am whether you feel like am or not

You sabi wetin today want from you, and you fit already tell say you no go feel like am. That one no be warning sign. Na Tuesday, na so most Tuesday dey be, and the morning self dey fine well well. Light for floor. Kettle. A day wey mood never decide am yet.

Shoes near door, one dey turn small. Cup of water dey warm small for shelf. That kind quiet before building go wake up property. Your notes from last week, still fit read, still dey wait where you leave am.

You dey allow feeling vote say whether work go happen or not. E dey make sense because feeling dey come first and e dey talk with plenty confidence. But see wetin e really cost: mood be like weather, e dey change many times a day for reasons wey no concern your life at all, and anything wey you tie to am go inherit that kind up and down completely. So any practice wey depend on say you must want to do am, na practice wey dey run anyhow, and anyhow no different from stopping, once you check whole month instead of one morning.

Check well how the thing dey work. You dey assume say feeling like am go bring the doing, so you dey wait for the feeling. But many times before, you don start something even though you no gree for am, and after twenty minutes the no-wanting don disappear, meaning the doing dey bring the feeling as often as the other way round, sometimes even pass. Motivation no be fuel, na exhaust. To dey wait for am na to dey wait downstream of the very thing you dey refuse to start.

So today, e go happen for the time wey you talk, in whatever mood you find yourself, with whatever quality that mood produce. You no go negotiate with am and you no go audit am afterward. E don enter diary and diary no interested at all how you sleep or wetin kind week this be.

The feeling go show face eventually and e go carry the credit. Make e carry am. You go know which one of you really do the work, and the week self go know.