I dey make something with my hand

My hand dey busy and my head don quiet for way wey e no fit manage di whole week. From now, na on purpose I go dey do dis one, instead of say I go just jam am once every season den I go dey surprise say e dey work well well. No be mood wey just land. Na tin wey I do, and tin wey I do, person fit repeat am. Twenty minutes wit my hand do wetin one full week of trying to tink my way enter calm no fit do.

Sometin dey under my finger wey get real texture for body. Small scatter scatter dey on top di table. Notin here need password, notin here get notification, and notin here go update imsef for night turn version of imsef wey bad small. My hand sabi wetin dem dey do small before I sabi.

Everytin wey I dey make dis days na pixel dem take make am, and e dey disappear wen di screen off. I no notice say e matter until e come matter, and den e come matter well well and all at once. Difference dey between work wey dey leave mark and work wey dey only leave record, and na almost only di second kain I don dey live on top. One whole day of am fit feel like say notin happen, even wen plenty happen, because notin dey stand for di room afta am to prove am. I don dey end day afta day and I no fit point at anytin.

To make sometin wey get body dey use part of me wey notin else dey reach. E no need to fine. E need to real and e need to dey my hand. Di reason wey dis tin dey work no be mystery at all. Dem don finally give my attention somewhere to go wey no be screen and wey no be my own mind, and e come be say plenty of wetin I don dey call stress na just attention wey no get useful place to land. Wen person give am work, e go stop to dey waka round.

So I go give twenty minutes to sometin wey get body, and no screen go dey anywhere near am. Whatever wey dey hand count. Bread, plant, tin wey don spoil, pencil, wall wey need paint. Di standard no be quality and e no be usefulness. Di standard na say e go dey exist inside di room wen I don finish wit am.

Sometin dey now wey no dey dis morning, and na me make am. Dat na fine tin to take end day.