intention
I go ask di question wey dey fear me
@warmmonsoon Narrated by Nina Good 2:16 28 shots
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I don ask am. Di question wey I don dey waka round am for three weeks don comot enter di room, and di room dey perfectly alright. Notin break. Na di waka round am be di expensive part, di asking take like nine seconds, and I don dey make dat exchange for years while I dey call am care. Di next one go go faster.
Small silence dey for di oda side of am. No be di bad kain. Na di kain wey person dey really tink instead of dey arrange answer. Somewhere for dia back, chair shift small. My jaw don loose, and I no even sabi say e bin lock.
To no ask bin dey feel safe pass. E no safe pass, na quiet e quiet pass, and I take weeks of guessing pay for dat quiet, on top tin wey one sentence for give me free. Di version wey I build wen answer no dey get detail pass and get confidence pass anytin wey come turn out to be true, and e bad well pass am too, because na so head dey take handle gap. E no dey leave am empty. E dey fill am badly, den e go treat di filling as evidence. Wetin e put inside dey for my own handwriting, and na exactly why e no ever enter my mind to question where di tin comot from.
Any real answer worth pass di story wey I dey arrange wen answer no dey. Even di reply wey I no want dey give me sometin solid, and to stand on top ground wey no sweet me still better pass to stand on top ground wey I invent last Tuesday. Certainty no ever be di goal. Na information be am. I bin dey avoid one bad sentence by living inside imaginary one wey bad pass am, for repeat repeat, for free, for two full weeks.
So I go write am down, plain plain, and I go ask am for di next conversation wey I get. Na to write am first, because for di moment isef I go soft am turn sometin wey nobody fit answer, den I go quietly vex about wetin come back to di soft version. Di one wey I write na di real one. Na dat one dem go ask, wit dose exact word, without di long long introduction wey I for build to make di tin easy for mysef.
I don ask, dem don answer, and di guessing don finish. I take one whole pile of answer wey I invent trade for one wey true, and di true one small pass everytin wey I create for head. I no go buy dat kain silence again.