Na once you go decide am, no be every morning

Na small argument you dey get with yourself every single morning, and you don already sabi how e go end. Both sides na people wey you sabi well well. E get winner like half the time, and e cost the same thing either way. The room quiet, the day still fresh, and this same argument go run again if nothing change.

A glass of water wey don warm for shelf. Papers wey dey stack up with their own order. That particular blue color before sun clear the buildings. A phone wey turn face down, dey warm, dey wait.

Every choice wey dey repeat, na you go carry the cost, whether you win am or you lose am. The reason be say to decide na the expensive part: to hold two option for hand, weigh them, con talk yourself enter one, e dey use the same attention wey the work self for use, and e dey happen before any work start. Forty small argument before nine for morning na real cost, and e dey pay for the exact currency wey the day need pass, and e dey happen before anything wey worth doing don start. You no be person wey no fit decide. Na just say you leave vote open for matter wey you don already settle since, and the vote dey open again every morning.

Make you see wetin rule dey really give you. E fit look like say na stiffness, but na freedom e be, because thing wey you don decide once no dey ask again. You no dey argue about your own name every morning, and nothing dey miss because of that; na so e be for anything wey you don truly settle. Willpower no be the thing wey short for here. Na the number of open question wey short, and na you dey choose that number, e no be say person give you am.

So today, one of them go close finish. Choose the argument wey tire you pass, decide am with one sentence, con talk the sentence loud make e no just stay for your head. No be system, no be plan for everything. Just one rule, wey you talk once.

Tomorrow, that argument no go start again. You go feel the quiet wia e used to be, and e go big pass wetin one small decision suppose fit be.