You already pass da line you drew

You standing right now in a life dat da younger you would've called making it. Kinda weird ting to read dis time of day, but it true. Da window all gray and plain kine. Get coffee. Nutting inside da room trying to make a big deal, and dat exactly why what come next matta.

Da radiator ticking as it warm up. Keys stay right wea you left dem. Dat flat kine morning light on da plain wall. Someplace down below, one door, den footsteps, den nutting. Da day no ask you fo nutting yet.

You set one line one time and told yourself dat when you cross um, you goin feel someting big. You crossed um. Felt like one regular Tuesday. Dat no mean you ungrateful, and calling um dat neva helped nobody: da mind reset wat feel normal to whateva stay true right now, fast and all da way, so da moment da ting you wanted show up, um stop feeling like someting wanted and start feeling like just anodda regular ting. Every goal you evah hit got soaked up in like two weeks. Dat's just how da machine work, dass why, and dats why da line keep moving no matta how fast you run afta um.

Try flip da question. Instead of asking wat still missing, ask wat you already get dat you used to want so bad, and let da honest answer sit dea without you fighting um. Dat list mo long than da odda one, but you almost neva read um. Not because um not true, but because one want dat get satisfied go quiet, and one dat neva satisfied stay talking non stop, so da loudest voice in yo head always one biased sample. Give da quiet ones a chance to talk and da whole day feel different, mo light.

So today, you name one. Out loud or write um down, one ting you get right now dat you used to tell somebody was da goal. No need make one whole gratitude list, no need make um a practice o habit fo keep up. Just one, today, said plain and simple, cuz da point is fo notice um one time, not schedule noticing forevah.

You living inside somebody's wish dat came true, and turns out dat somebody is you. Dat no mean stop wanting stuff. Just mean da wanting was neva da part dat was missing.