You da one who was always goin do dis

Get someting in your life dat waiting for somebody for come fix um. You know which one dat is. Been waiting long time already, and da waiting stay comfortable, like how unfinished stuff sometimes get. Da morning stay clear. Nobody coming, and dat turns out for be betta news than how it sound.

One stack of mail by da door, wit one envelope on top dat matta. Steam going sideways off one cup in da light. Somewhere up top, water moving in da pipe as da building wake up. One jacket on da hook dat no wear fo two weeks already.

Some part of you been waiting for somebody for come save you. Not on purpose, not even like one plan, but more like one quiet t'ought dat da situation gon get handled by da circumstances or by somebody wit more standing than you. Da reason dat kine t'inking cost you plenty is cuz it turn one problem you can solve into one waiting room, and waiting rooms no got clock. Every month you spend in dea look da same as da last one, dat's why you can lose one whole year in dea without even deciding fo do dat.

Check who really available fo do dis. Nobody else got your information, your stake, or your reasons, and nobody else gon wake up tomorrow wit dis on top dea mind. Dat sound kinda sad for like four seconds, den it turn into da most useful t'ing you gon read today, cuz it mean da t'ing not stuck, it just neva start yet, and neva start yet is someting you can change before lunch. Being self reliant not one personality. Is just what's left when you stop waiting.

So today da first step happen, and is yours. Not da whole t'ing, and not even one plan for da whole t'ing. Just da first real move, made by you, dis afternoon, on da t'ing you been hoping somebody else would notice.

Nobody coming, and you was always da one who could do dis anyway. Dat not one burden dey giving you. Is one key you been holding da whole time.