You goin turn into da kine room you stay spend time in

Get one person, every time you around dem you feel more sharp, but you no see dem fo months already. Dat name pop up before you even finish reading dis sentence. Da morning stay clear an no rush. Get one phone on da table an one whole day fo send one message.

One cup, da steam going sideways in da light. Somebody car door outside, den one engine, den notting. Da building making da small noise it make early morning. One jacket hanging on da hook by da door, no really go out much lately.

You been treat da people around you like just scenery, not like something dat affect you. Dat's where da cost hide: yo standards, yo way of talk, an yo sense of what normal, all dat get set by da room you spend most time in, quiet, nobody even decide notting. So one year around people who stop trying goin lower yo floor by some amount you no can even point to, cuz it happen by soaking in, not by arguing. Nobody talk you into it. You jus get used to it.

Check which way dat go. If being close to someone can lower one standard without you even ask, den it can raise one too, same way, an dat not just wishful tinking, dat da same mechanism, just going da other direction. Da people dat make you feel more capable, dey not jus flattering you; dey showing you one normal you drifted away from. Dat's why one hour wit da right person can reset one whole month, an dat's why letting dose hours slip by cost more den you ever feel at da time.

So today you send one message. To da person dat make you wanna be better, wit one real date in it, not jus one vague 'soon'. One line enough. Da date is da main ting, cuz one plan da only version of dis dat can survive one busy two weeks.

You been drifting into whatever room you stay in. Choose da room. Dat's da easiest change you can make, an it work whether you believe it or not.