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Namuhla ubeke into enzima kuqala

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Uyawazi ukuthi yimuphi umsebenzi. Ubukwazi ngisho nangaphambi kokuba uvuke ngokugcwele, ngoba wawuvele ulele lapho amehlo akho evula, njengoba ubulokhu ulele lapho izinsuku eziningi. Iketela liyaqubuka kancane. Kunekuseni yonke ekhona futhi nguwe kuphela obeka ukuthi yini eqala. Lokho okukhethayo sekuzokwenza usuku olusele lube lula noma lube nzima ngokungadingekile.

Umusi ufaka ibala elithambile efasiteleni. Isihlalo esisadonswe ngesici kusukela phezulu kobusuku obudlule. Ukuthula okukhethekile kwegumbi lapho kungakabi khona okucelwayo kuwe. Isikhwama sakho silapho usishiye khona. Ngaphandle, umuntu othile uyaguqula okuthile, engaphuthumi, kuyisandi esimangalisa ngobuhlobo.

Ubulokhu uwudlulisela phansi ohlwini, futhi yonke inyathelo ibikhokhiswa kuwe. Ukuhlehlisa akusikhona okumahhala. Kuzwakala kungathi kumahhala ngesikhathi ukwenza, ngoba imali okumele uyikhokhe ifika kamuva futhi ngendlela ongayihloli ngokushesha nesinqumo, kodwa ubukhokhela ihora ngalinye elihlehlisiwe ngokwesaba okuncane okuhlala ekhona, ngezinsuku zantambama ezingakaze ziphumule ngokuphelele, nangentela encane obekwa yinto engakapheli kuyo yonke enye into obuzama ukuyijabulela. Uma kubalwa ngokweqiniso, ukugwema sekukubize kakhulu ukwedlula lokho umsebenzi obewuzokubiza.

Nampa ingxenye ehamba ngokuphambene nendlela ozizwa ngayo. Ubulokhu uthatha ukwesaba njengesixwayiso sokuthi umsebenzi mkhulu kakhulu, ngakho ulinde uze ube namandla anele okubhekana nento enkulu. Kodwa ukwesaba akulinganisi umsebenzi. Kulinganisa ukuthi umsebenzi usuvele isikhathi eside kangakanani, okusho ukuthi usuku ngalunye olulindayo lwenza into izwakale inkulu ngaphandle kokuthi ibe nkulu ngempela, futhi ekugcineni udinga isibindi esengeziwe ngomsebenzi omncane. Yenza kusenesikhathi bese ukhokha intengo yangempela kunentengo enyusiwe. Yingakho okokuqala kushibhile kunokuhlehliswa, futhi lokhu akudingi ukuzibamba ngamandla.

Ngakho into enzima kufanele yenziwe kuqala kule kuseni, ngaphambi kwebhokisi lezincwadi, ngaphambi kohlu lokulandelela, ngaphambi kwanoma yini eyakhelwe ukuba lula kunokuthi ibe njalo. Ukuyiqeda akusiyo imisebenzi ekunikeziwe. Ukuyivula uhlale imizuzu engamashumi amabili yiyona, ngoba ukuyivula yingxenye ebisithwele bonke ubunzima.

Maphakathi nekuseni, into esinda kakhulu ohlwini lwakho isiyobe isingemuva kwakho. Yonke into elandelayo izokwenza kube lula. Yindlela enhle yokuchitha uLwesibili, futhi ikho ngokuphelele lapho ohlezi khona njengamanje.