Skip to content

inhloso

Uzosinda kulesi sikhathi esinzima

@rooftopquiet Narrated by John Lane 2:35 27 shots

0:00 2:35

Kube isikhathi esinzima, kepha usalapha, ume, wenza ikhofi. Kuwo womabili la maqiniso, kukhona ngempela, kodwa elilodwa kuphela elithatha ukunakwa. Ikhethela liyaqhubeka nokubila kancane. Ukukhanya kuqhubeka kukhuphuka odongeni ngendlela okwenza kanjalo, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi unyaka uhamba kahle noma cha. Uke waqhubeka nempilo enzima kunale, futhi ubufakazi bumi ekhishini.

Inkomishi enomklamo osolo uzimisele ukuyishintsha. Imoto yomunye umuntu iqala kabi emgwaqweni kuze iqale nokho. Isishisamanzi sithola iphimbo laso siligcine. Izandla zakho, ezifudumele zizungeze inkomishi, zenza into evamile ngenkathi konke okunye kuklabalasa.

Iminyaka enzima ayimemezeli ukuphela kwayo, yikho lokho okwenza zibe nzima kangaka. Asikho uphawu, asikho umzuzu lapho omunye umuntu ekutshela ukuthi okubi kakhulu kudlule, ngakho ingqondo igcwalisa lokho ukuthula ngesibonelo sokuthi kanjalo nje izinto zinjalo manje. Isizathu sokuthi lesi sibonelo sikholeka kangaka, ukuthi awukwazi ukubona ngaphandle ngenkathi usaphakathi kwaso; isikhathi esibi sicindezela ikusasa lisale nje njengesikhathi samanje, futhi lokhu kwenzeka kuwo wonke umuntu, ngazo zonke izikhathi, kungakhathaliseki isimo sakhe. Kuyicebo lendawo, hhayi ukufunda ukuphila kwakho.

Buza ukuthi yini ngempela oyaziyo, kunokuthi yini ozizwa ngayo. Uke wedlula ezikhathini ezinzima ngaphambilini futhi zonke zaphela, hhayi ngoba wazedlula ngobuchule, kodwa ngoba usalapha lapho ziphela. Lokho akuyona into encane futhi akusiwo inhlanhla. Yiyona ndlela yodwa ekade ikhona, futhi ifuna umgomo owodwa kuphela, ukuzimisela ukuba khona nakusasa. Akukho okusenyakeni lokhu okuyithathe kuwe. Kuye kwenza kube nzima kakhulu ukuqaphela ukuthi usenayo.

Ngakho namuhla yenza into eyodwa, leyo oyoba yiyona ezinyangeni eziyisithupha ezizayo ozoyibonga. Encane, ejwayelekile futhi eqondile. Ukuhamba, ukushayela ucingo obungakaluphenduli, ukuvula i-bill. Hhayi ngoba kulungisa unyaka, kodwa ngoba umlayezo kuwena uya kuye lowo muntu, uthi wawusaqhubeka.

Lokhu kuzophela. Hhayi namuhla, futhi mhlawumbe ngeke ukubone lokhu, kodwa kuzophela. Kuze kube manje, wenza into eyodwa esiyisebenzayo, ukuba khona kuze kufike leso sikhathi. Lokho kubalulekile ukwedlula lokho okuzizwa.